Riot at Little India

So I was at boyf's house till 10.30pm, and we didnt notice anything until his friend whatsapp-ed him the photo...

Didnt see anything different at his house area...
But got a shock when I got home, and more images of the riot started circulating around.

I'm not gonna comment on how I feel about the riot, cause I don't know what happen,
& I wasn't there..

But what I wanna comment on is the way singaporeans react to this riot.
Racist joke coming from here and there.
Posting numerous status , all joking about those indians flip car like flip prata...

I don't get why some people can be so insensitive.
Well, f you all. Seriously.
Stop generalizing the whole population...
Don't know how stupid people can get....
I have Indian friends in  SCDF & SOC that got deployed to the scene.
& they risk their lives to save others.
So f-king stop your generalization...


In addition to that, there are the stupid keyboard warriors..
They comment on why our police officers are running away from the riot.
Hello la. They are normal police officer, not train in handling these riot.
That was what they could do during that situation, to ensure the safety of the police officers.
If you got so much to say, why not you go into the crowd and try to stop it...
Only know how to talk and no actions.

Gotta cool myself down.
No use getting angry over these ppl.
Feeling so angry, cause so many guys around me are in the police force
& they sacrifice their weekends, their holidays to protect Singapore,
& all these Singaporeans can only think of criticizing them on these type of occassions.
 

Photos of the riot that I managed to find on the Internet

Hope the guy that was trying to stop those workers from attacking the bus wasn't arrested...

Zachary's birthday!

Celebrated dear annoying Zachary's birthday!

Had dinner w TAP at din tai fung! 

We ordered like 30 freaking xiao long baos!! 

Sorry but I am gonna flood you all with food pictures!! 

Plain egg fried rice 

Vegetable dumpling : 

My friends think it was broccoli 

30 freaking xlb : I eat 4~5

Shrimp fried rice 

Dumpling noodles

My all time favourite zha jiang mian! 

虾饼 : Damn freaking awesomeeee 

Tan tan mian

Spicy noodle

Pork chop

Had a very filling meal. Really filling indeed.

But all that I eat was nice and yummy!! 

Picture of birthday boy~

The gift haven't been bought, so couldn't pass it to him on his actual birthday!

But gonna update when I pass him the birthday present.

Lastly, the card that was proudly design by jacqqie & somehow I tried to save the interior, but she ruin it again. Haha

I suck in art, but I manage to find someone even worse than me! ☺️

I somehow save this card. Cause she couldn't even outline properly.. 

Jacqqie you gotta go more art and craft lesson!! 

Interior of the card, see the giant mosquito eye she drew , with the nose in the middle of th card!

Haha anyway really grateful to have them as friends la.

Although I know one have lousy art skill! 

Hahah

Love you all ! 

Happy girl is happy!

Well, the title says it all! 

I'm a happy girl ~

Met T,R and boyf at orchard on 15nov! 

Wanted to go eat at wild honey, but guess what , the minimum waiting time was 45 minutes. 

Then we decided to go over to shaw house for tonkichi ☺️

Ate my fav fattening fried chicken! 

& once we are finish with the dinner, they pass me a Michael kors bag! 

Attached is the picture of the bag!

Cost them 200 each!

So touched by them la. Already belated by one month, but still damn happy cause they rmb that I want a bag from Michael kors 😍

After that we went to watch escape plan,

Not bad ! Quite a nice movie! 

Then after the movie, there was this random guy that was standing behind me on the escalator..

He told me : "nice bag you have there!"

Although it was a little awkward, it still brighten my day! 

Thanks random chap!

Hurt

When even the closest friend in my workplace betrayed me.
You promised you will keep it a secret, I agreed to keep it a secret too.
I didn't tell them what you say.
But why did you have to tell them the reason I put a distance with them.
Really disappointed in you.

You broken my trust completely.
& I thought you were an awesome friend that I can trust.
Thanks for making me realize earlier.
 I regret and won't repeat this mistake anymore.

Have no idea who to trust anymore.
Everyone smiling acting friendly
but what do they do behind you?
You won't know..
But I found out, and that's why I changed.

I vow never to do the same they are doing,
Cause I feel so hurt & betrayed.
But they don't realize the reason behind my sudden change.
Maybe because we weren't even friends to begin with.

The law of attraction

"Our job as humans is to hold on to the thoughts of what we want, make it absolutely clear in our minds what we want, & from that we start to invoke one of the greatest laws in the Universe, & that's the law of attraction. You become what you think about most, but you also attract what you think about most."
                                                           - John Assaraf.

Living up to expectations

I am tired.
Tired of living up to everyone of your expectations.

Yea, disturb me call me dumb and all.
I know you're just joking.
But behind those jokes, it is your impression on me.

Am i so good to be bullied or tease?
All my groups of friends, apparently I am the one always being teased.
I don't know why?

I am being my real self.
Being shot down by you all, I just brush it aside.
Why always me?

Just being moody and tired of always being the victim.
I am not fine although i look fine

Ex

They are your freaking ex for a reason.
You don't go around f-king msging your ex when they have already moved on with another girl.

Tolerate your stupid attention seeking attention from the beginning of my rs with him.
You msg him even when you have a boyf .
You want relationship advice? GO CONSULT A PSYCHOLOGIST OR WHAT
pay a f-king fee , don't msg your ex.

What did you say when he broke up with you?
" Good, I no need to sleep at the living room anymore"
If you are not happy being with him when he is poor, what rights do you have to come back now and talk to him.


Already scolded you that time telling you not to msg him every special occasion to remind him of your prescence.
Now you did it again.

Hello, his birthday coming he excited or not excited, is any of your f-king business?
YOU HIS GIRLFRIEND AH?
you want to be you be la, tell me, i will leave.
Let you have him to yourself all you want.
Cause I don't like to share.


& to you if you are reading,
I am disappointed.
Not once, not twice, not thrice
I don't know how many f-king times i repeat the same thing
telling you not to delete or not to reply your ex girlfriends messages.
Really losing trust.
Gain trust and not lose trust.

Maybe living in denial will be better.
I shouldn't care anymore, maybe leaving and being alone will be better.
You really disappoint me big time.

Why do I cry?
Cause the trust I have in you got shattered again.
The trust that I had.
The trust that you fought for.
I think it means nothing to you now.

Everything about love

Somethings just got me thinking.
Why do people judge when a 20 year old dates a 42 year old.
People always say love is blind.
So shouldn't you accept that the girl/guy is together because they love each other & not because of monetary purpose?

Everyone used to have a crush on someone older ( Teacher, brother & etc),
at that innocent age, we just wanted to play with that guy.
Just have him praise us & we will be smiling like idiots.

Did we bother that they were too old, that they were related?
I don't know.
We were naive, and those are the days in life that life was enjoyable and carefree.

If only we can remain naive and innocent in the area of love.
Just in the area of love will be enough to make the world be a better place.

Are we taking things for granted?

Sometimes whatever you do/ say makes me feel that you are taking me for granted.
Especially yesterday.

Disappointed and all, didn't msg you.
Not a single concern.
I don't know, it just doesn't feel the same anymore.

No reply cause you are watching video and still dare to say you are lazy to reply.
Home, i replied, you didn;t msg me .
cause you were playing dota.
During work, you can't msg much, i understand.

After work, you tell me you are tired.

I don't know what to react or what to feel.
Can you teach me how am i suppose to feel?
Cause all I feel now is disappointment and neglected.

Everything's fine.
No huge quarrels like the past.
We have somehow settled down.

Birthday next month.
Don't knw what to do.

Shall plan something at least this year.
Cause last year, didn't do much for him.

& I can never thank god enough for putting you into my life.

Boyf called me yesterday around 2.45am.
I got a shock cause I thought it was my alarm!
In the end, it was him.
Picked up the phone thinking what the hell happen.
& he just told me :"open the door"

Headed to open the door, and he passed me my wallet.
Apparently I have forgotten it at his house.
& he still came all the way just to pass me cause he worry that without my wallet I can't go anywhere.

Dear, you really surprise me time and time.
Although you do a lot of fucking cock up stuffs.
You are still amazing.

Thank you for making me realize how great a boyf you are again (:

Losing Hope

Really hate it when people just give up on me & lose hope on me.
Don't you?
Cause here I am losing hope in you bit by bit everyday.
But to you apparently its nothing.
You are happier this way.
From the moment I stop nagging, I have been pulling myself away.
You don't notice.
And it doesn't seem to bother you at all.

We quarrelled, I stop crying in the car like I used to.
Cause you say : You always win because you cry, all you can do is cry.
Now I won't cry anymore.
Felt shitty yesterday, but I kept to myself.

Ask a question, hoping for a different answer.
But am stupid to cling onto the hope.
Cause as expected, the answer was yes. 

You tell me ,I am the reason you smoke & also the reason you want to quit.
But I don't see you quitting even during normal times for the whole year together.
You are always finding me as an excuse to smoke & I have never been an excuse for you to stop or to reject smoking.

I don't know if I am that important anymore.

Meet up w my lovely girls & K

Wanted to let my L♥  & H get to know Laneyyyy ( her nickname which doesnt differ much from her name)

So, i created a whatsapp group. (TYPICAL)
Initially it was suppose to be a picnic ( at night) but they disagreed. So we change to steamboat at H but her father had to use the kitchen that day so we change to laney house & we had pasta.

When we reach Laneyyy house, we left our bags and went out again. 
Walk here and there to buy the ingredients required for spaghetti.
Then finally after one hour of walking around, we returned back to laney house~
one hour to poke spaghetti into sausages & all lor.
then another half- 1 hour to cook and serve everything.

Not bad I guess, first time cooking a pasta, not as hard as I thought it will be. 
So after pasta, K drove us to udders @ upper thomson.
All of us treated Laney cause she cooked for us & all.
& before we left for udders she was like searching for her wallet .
Left her house w/o her wallet, 
after finishing udders when we were on our way home she found out her wallet was in the plastic bag w my maggie.
Lucky that she have itchy hands! otherwise I would have brought it home!

So ended my lovely day w the lovely girls I adore.
Really feel relax when with them
Now we have another group chat w abby in it.
HEHE, more girls outing coming along ♥♥♥♥

Got to meet up w my other friends too.
Miss all of them (:
 

Owe Money, Pay Money

 

So was on facebook today & happen to see one status of my friend.

Apparently he lend someone money,  & the person have yet to return him.

The person he lend the money had the cheek to go to a restaurant & post the photo on instagram.

NOT FEELING A SINGLE BIT OF GUILT

 Seeing that status, really made me recall two people that I had lend some money  to.
200$ each. 

Ya, do the maths 200+200 = 400. With my current pay, I work 1 week and a half for that amount.

However I was in poly when this happen, so 400 / 6 = 67 Hours. 

So average one day 4hours , therefore  67 / 4 = 17 days. 

Almost half a month.& i don't work everyday.

I work hard for that freaking 400$ and I lend it to you all cause I trusted you all.
I thought you were my friends (Dumbest thing I ever could think of)

Guy No.1 : I really have the urge to state his name, but well , let's not. 

 

Ya, these are screenshots from our facebook messages. & just to tell you , he blocked me. 

that's why there is no photo of his face.
3 freaking years, I don't see him feeling guilty or what. 

& look at the way he talk to me.

Hello, YOU OWE ME MONEY. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND

I believe I should be respected & replied to in a nicer tone. 

Feb 4 I was damn angry.
Cause I saw him post photo of his tattoo.

***, got money put no money return .

My boy was damn angry w him during Sept last year I think.
Cause I was msg-ing him asking him to return me money.

& he replied damn rudely.
Then my boy used my phone to scold him.

After a heated argument , with my boy calling him a dog, & him calling my boyf a bitch. 

(WTH right. You owe me money, I dont think the way you talk is appropriate. )

my boy told him : " keep the 200 la." cause this type of people only drag & won't return you the money.

You know what reply he gave ?  

" Thank you santa claus " 

SERIOUSLY. 

Don't you feel ashamed borrowing money from a girl. & gladly accepting it.
You know what you look like? A DOG. 

Girl No. 1 :

Girl ah Girl. I really liked you. I didn't know you will just take my 200 & never return.

Her pictures aren't available, cause I kindly erased it. 

I still believe you are a nice person. 

I still believe that you needed the money cause you had to help your boyf return his loan.

Therefore needed money to tide across the month. 

However, can you please kindly return it to me.

Cause it has been 2 years already. 

200$ the value did not depreciate. So I will gladly accept 200$ back if you return. 

I hope I could have kept you as a friend, but sorry.

You disappoint me.

Anyway the reasons given are all shit. I just wanted the money back fyi.

Yeah, I lied. But I thought lying could get me my money back

But I was wrong.

Didn't help me at all. & I thought she still have a heart.

To my friends out there:

If you ever lend someone money, regardless of whether it is a close friend or what.

I recommend you get the location they stay. Best is photocopy IC.

& most important , make them sign a IOU note.

As you can sue them & all if they dont return you.

Not trying to worsen your friendships, but it will really be useful.

If they are really your friends, they won't feel offended that you want a prove. ( cause they will return)

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