Can't explain how much my heart sank when I saw that message.
I guess it just means I have fallen deeper in love.
Am on the verge of crying...

Just hope it's my headache that is causing me to be so emotional.
And all this feelings I am feeling right now will be gone tomorrow.

Two-face

防人之心不可無，害人之心不可有。。

Thanks fr the advice L.... I will keep that in mind.
Not to trust so easily.
Not to bare all of myself to someone that I don't really know.
Even if I think I know, they can still be backstabbers.
So just got to keep my guard up.

Is because of this kind of people, that I always lose faith in humanity and in people.
How can someone be so fake.
Don't talk to me first if you don't like me.
Thank you very much.

Backstabbers are a total no-no for me.
The worse kind of people after cheating.
Actually on-par la.
Same kind. You are cheating people's feeling.
You betray people who trusted you...

That's about all.
Get out of my life before I show you my black face.

Everything still seems like it happened yesterday....
Our first message, our first phone call, our first date...

Never regret knowing you at all in the first place.

Thankful for your existence everyday...

Blog has been pretty dead cause I have been pretty busy ...
Weekends are spend with L and weekdays are spend with friends & schoooll....

Starting to search for flights and hotel for our BKK trip.
Can't wait (:

Going overseas w the boy!

I have a very very very very very happy news.














I AM GOING OVERSEAS WITH L <3
Haha. yeah, I know it's nothing much to people.
But for people who knows my dad, they will know how strict my dad is and how freaking impossible it is ....
Even going with friends takes alot of convincing ...
Now going with a boyfriend is even jialat...

L came over on Saturday to have dinner, and just when he was leaving he ask my dad for permission to bring me overseas.
Dad was just "hehehe" that point of time.
But after L left, dad probe me for more details...

And he gave the green light yesterday (:

Over the moon, can't stop thinking of the trip ~~

Feeling shitty.. 

Ruin it once again.

Maybe that's why I never get what I want...

I always push people away by my actions.